I know, I don’t need someone to hold my hand and I don’t need someone to stick by my side. I know how to be independent and not care if I don’t have a huge army of friends ready to jump to my defense if something happens. But honestly, it hurts my feelings when I’m around people who know me & they aren’t saying anything. I know, I have to make an effort too and try and join their conversation but then I feel like I’m just annoying them. Sometimes, when I’m out or at school, I feel so lonely and sometimes even hated because no one bothers to include me in anything.. I feel so unwelcome when shit like that happens, and honestly sometimes I just get up and leave cause I now no one will even notice I’m gone. I don’t know, but being excluded makes me sad aha.. I act like I don’t care and I keep to myself, but it would be nice if they at least said hi to me..
Parents don’t realize how much their words can hurt. I think they’re one of the few people whose words will affect us the most. I hate being compared to someone else, but my parents compare me to others all the time. Their friends’s kids, my own friends, their nieces and nephews. I hate being told “why can’t you be more like _______?” I don’t know what you think, but I’m not them.
